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on this day. [May. 12th, 2009|08:36 pm]
it is finished. made a legacy of ourselves. assholes.

people only a mother
and fellow brethren that have shed blood together can love.

no one gives a shit bout what people out there think about us.
 
we did it for ourselves, for our comrades who have bled with us on the field, our mentor who has devoted his countless attention and energy in guiding us and keeping SOME of our asses in school.

not for you, you or you.

we will remember this day, when we made history. when we made friends. when we became brothers.
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2009|10:53 pm]
are we defined by what we have done? does what we are trying to do make a difference?
the stigma placed upon each and everyone of us. it's killing me.
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good day to you. [Apr. 19th, 2009|08:57 pm]
well hello friend, it has been really really long.
and i still don't know whats wrong.

i just realised it rhymes... haha.
my posts are like really short recently.
but nobody reads anyway.

anyway, olivia ong's really good. her music is like so relaxing kind :D
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hope the rock show goes good [Apr. 18th, 2009|09:58 pm]


the girl with the red balloon :D

was having a conversation with a cab driver today. talked bout lotsa nonsense... entertain him only but kinda interesting still.

so if given a choice, would you want to know the day you die? exact date. would you?

i hate being so vulnerable now.
the wall has been breached.
something flooded in.
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hours [Apr. 14th, 2009|10:22 pm]
[Current Mood |a bit irritated.]

i am trying.




i need to vent it somewhere. someone less significant please talk to me now.
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there's a woman crying out tonight. [Apr. 12th, 2009|05:47 pm]
now i have a reason to quit :D
or try to abstain.

lets just start slowly...
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junkie [Apr. 12th, 2009|12:30 am]

something's missing today. and tomorrow.


lips like sugar
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liquidize. [Apr. 9th, 2009|11:52 pm]
[Current Mood |blank.]

i dont know. i dont know. i dont know. i dont know. i dont know. i dont know. i dont know. i dont know. i dont know.
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it stared on. [Apr. 1st, 2009|10:40 pm]

 

based on an imagery i got.
to be honest, i don't know what it means yet.
suffering from alexithymia...

the witching hour

the pitch black, serenading the vapour.
he walks through bright-eyed, blindfolded.
the bold engulf.

the bright white hung on his back.
the burden which was atlas,
now his to bear.
bleak rewards of limbo. yet he trudges on.

silhouetted talons creak for his very being.
piercing howls under the moon.
the beaming pale dampened by the frosty mist.
suspended high in the nethers.

writhed in agony,
the withered lay at his feet.
their voiceless screams.
he battled the same demon.
the fallen had found no way back.

faceless black, it stared in dark intent.
in the beam of the sickly cratered rock.
stasis overwhelms the fiend.
it cries out.

the air, a thick swell of despair
embodiment of nothingness.
Lucifer himself churns.

in the distance,
the eerie midnight bell resonates.
something creeps in.
 


 
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love comes again. but not this [Mar. 30th, 2009|10:05 pm]

i don't know what to do about you. ambivalent...

dont know anything


but to put in my everything tomorrow!

this is our home.
you shall not disrespect it
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2009|11:24 pm]

makes sense?

yea makes sense...
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why helloooo there. [Mar. 23rd, 2009|09:44 pm]
econs test tomorrow... ah fuck.



how different are you??



and hello to all you motherfuckers out there.
why do i bother??
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smile and stay out of the way? [Mar. 23rd, 2009|01:08 am]
show me a sign! :D

i cant read the stars...
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to beat the one, you have to be the one [Mar. 17th, 2009|10:22 pm]
to abstain from fleshly desires, that is virtue, faith and grace.
the way of a noble.


to turn your back on the sweet engulf of sin even after tasting it's luscious fruit.
that is valor, character and the mark of a true hero.


rebirth of a fallen angel. not today my dear. not today.
the time feels right, but it may be wrong.
it is still a cloudy night.
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buried myself alive [Mar. 17th, 2009|10:03 pm]


what if this show becomes reality?

feels so wrong and
yet so fucking right.

 

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get low [Mar. 15th, 2009|11:49 pm]
abstinence or repentance? which is worth more?

righting the wrongs you made, or never even commiting those wrongs in the first place?

AND WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK I WILL DATE A STRIPPER!!!
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You're just a sad song, with nothing to say [Mar. 15th, 2009|01:21 am]

man utd just lost 4-1 to liverpool. so fuck it.

anyway, i feel like sleeping. but theres so much on my mind.
the funny thing is i dont know what is it too.

hope tomorrow would be a better day?
yea i hope so...

I'm a fool to watch you walk away
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goody, like two shoes [Mar. 11th, 2009|10:04 pm]

all you dickheads out there, come at me if you've got anything against me.
don't go for my friends.

i fucking swear i will rip you apart.
or die trying...

it's time for my game face.
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so long goodbye. [Mar. 10th, 2009|10:09 pm]
[Current Mood |tired.]

i want out.

i'm tired.

i swear i hate you, you, you and you. dont waste my time.
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no line on the horizon [Mar. 9th, 2009|09:17 pm]

is it just me?
or does stress makes a person wanan eat more??

cause i feel like damn fat. not that i am under immense stress.
but just got a lot on my mind... like really a lot.
i know i know i know. studiesssssss = top priority.
i'm trying.

the weather's really cold now. i am in dire need of a nice warm cuddle to set myself straight.

insignificance.
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